finding direction(s)

sometimes in the waves of changes we find out true direction

at different moments in my life I thought I lost a certain sense of direction: those moments were when I felt the most leaning towards authenticity. when questions arose and there was that unsteady sensation, I found myself running in circles unable to move... the more questions I asked myself the more unclear and blurry appeared the path to be. a miriad of options seemed to be possible... however which were the ones that were most resonating with my inner being? in which circumstances did I feel more aligned and content? where did I see purpose in my handling?

at instants I perceived a striking clarity, while soon after I was wandering in the dark completely absorbed by my thoughts. refocussing and listening truly were out of reach. questioning everything I was having felt overwhelming and I feared to loose myself.

nevertheless my body and my mind kept guiding me to one single response: stop and breathe!

take a second...

although the journey of life is unpredictable, nourishing soul, mind and emotions has become so an essential component in my day to day: when the jar of my emotions is looking more depleted than gratefully balancing the waves, it is a sign that change is calling

the gate has been just in front of me...

to present when I am facing real maybe life-changing decisions, I let my mind be on the mantra "step by step": through connecting with my inner self, giving myself the time to slowly process what is alive in me while leaving out unnecessary external distractions, clarity forms. I can allow space for introspection and reflection. what is following is a thoughtful and beautiful exploration of my inner worlds and visions... manifesting insights on my next steps with a pleasant and earthy calmness

here and there, a decision is hardly taken - radically changing the direction. at times it is the only possible way forward and the process is as painful as it is freeing, but it represents an act of selfrespect and a genuine step towards the life I envision

nevertheless finding direction(s) means to me some of this, as just few examples:

selflove

forgiveness

writing a word or two

allowing emotions free

spending time in solitude

giving and receiving empathy

abandoning fear and reinvent my journey

there is everyday something to be grateful for

looking for alignment is at the core of my being

acknowledging and responding to my own needs

happiness stems from moments of good time lived

walking in the woodland fostering creativity and new ideas

embracing a new season, maybe accompanied with a new fragrance and a travel plan

...the list can be endlessly continued as I discover with suprise how many reasons are gifting me already so much joy!

I see finding direction as an oppurtunity to welcome honesty while inviting change to unfold. as it is appreciating every single moment I am encountering, with grace (and flowers in my head - cit. Mumford & Sons After the Storm)

happiness is most an act of gratitude towards change

change might be the door to freedom

freedom might be the key to love

love might be the essence of connection

connection might be the heart of a meaningful experience

experience might be single seconds

life is in a blink of an eye

instantly eternal

listening my inner voice is taking the first step forward, the rest will come...

i trust the journey

also in the unknown...