finding home

a step at a time

slowly

allowing the flowing

of returning home

to my body

merging

with my true self

while walking through the streets of this city, and the steps that every morning look so familiar, my mind is wondering whether this sense of familiarity lingers to my heart as the wholeness of an home.

home would be a town, an atelier, a favourite store or coffee shop, the regular walk around the neighbourhood at the golden hour. home would be reading immerssevely a poetry book amidst the crowd and the rush. home would be sipping tea while conversations go deeper and deeper. home would be finding tranquility while exploring the realm of my inner world.

living in the present moment allows me to embrace where I am. and it is calming. the future dissolves itself and it has only the shape of an instant. where all the possibilities just open.

I always liked the idea of inhabiting and transitioning among several rooms as human lives evolve through time - these rooms remain somehow still connected altogether though they are per se different spaces. each time it feels like a temporary home. they are all phases.

the gift from each of these phases is a collection of experiences that enriches in an invaluable way my evolution every time I observe the change unfolding around and within me. these are kept as tiny treasures close to my heart. in this way I can consciously and calmly enter into a new room.

finding home emotionally represents for me an attitude of acceptance towards the waves of this path called life. I find hope when I give permission to feel these beautiful waves as just as they are. they make my very body and mind their own home. they stay for a little while inundating my thoughts - all shall flow after.

finding home is listening inward and outward. it is an ongoing ceaseless creation. it is visionary. and it is freeing to acknowledge the moment when the room's space is asking for more. here a natural energy is blowing for change to thrive.

so I keep walking through phases. loving every moment changing.